3 AM

Yes, that is the actual time! For the third night in a row, I can't sleep at all and I'm really tired. I HATE tossing and turning in bed for hours only to just get settled and then have to go to the bathroom! I used to be a sleeping queen before I got pregnant with Brayden. Now, I sleep very light, and do not really get deep sleep until about 6-7 am. And what do you know? That is right when Lance's alarm goes off and he starts getting ready and then after he leaves, Brayden wakes up screaming for the Wiggles and milk. I know my body is really craving rest right now, but for some reason it is fighting it. Maybe, just maybe if my back and shoulders didn't hurt, Lance wouldn't snore, the temperature would stay comfortable, the dogs next door would go mute, my mind and bladder would be completely empty, AND I took a sleeping pill, I might be able to get a good nights sleep. However, it's not looking too hopeful! So I will just sit here and cry at 3am!